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Manic Depression

Elendurwen

Published: Jul 15, 2015

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This is my second picture ever with charcoal. I've been working on this very detailed pencil drawing of a robot for some time now and today I just felt like drawing something chaotic instead

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2380x3450px 1.54 MB

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Klazomania

Feb 8, 2016

Its true to the name, as one who has this disorder. I try to refrain from the realities of my life and go beyond the boundaries to extract very abstract drawings that I can't even understand myself because I don't even feel like I'm the creator anymore. Something else takes over, but not a chemical imbalance, something much more powerful. The works I have on my page are brand new to me, I haven't drawn in so long, I didn't know what to draw. And there I go rambling on about myself...hey there manic-depression! The little heads I understand from years ago when I struggled more so with it. Reminds me of high school...::shudders::

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